I am the Creator

As I wrote Nephilim, I realized that I should write to entertain myself more than anyone. I also realized that my readers are not in my head. They don't know why something happens or how something happens unless I let them know. Or Sarah lets them know, I should say.
I have conversations with my imaginary friends and write it down. If you're not in my head, you have no beeping idea what's going on.
I didn't let anyone read Blood Red Roses until it was published. No one. I didn't even want to read it. I was scared and really, really anxious. I'm an anxious person anyway, but when I was writing BRR... I was a basket-case. I was careful not to say anything or even hint at anything.
I've been writing about Sarah and her band of merry men since I can remember, but I had never let anyone into that world.
I love the world that I've created. I love it more than mine most of the time. Sarah and her friends were my only companions for a long time. I talk to them about things that I've never talked to anyone about. Sometimes they give me answers or opinions that I don't like and sometimes they agree. The one thing that I can always count on is that they'll always be around to give me their two cents.
I have one last thing to say. I truly wish that Emmett was real. I wish I had the power to create him corporeally. Some would say he's not very nice and not the ideal person. He's been here for me more than anyone else. Sometimes I think Sarah and I share him. She might not think that, but whether she likes it or not... I am the creator.
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